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Poems by, liquid Ice

Speaking but not knowing
the words that are coming
out of my mouth
competing against myself
just trying to go on
Trying to forget,.....
It never happened
then why am I in so
much pain , why cant I
go on and not look back
why am I so afraid of the 
past, and why if it didn't 
happen does the shaking
continue, the dreams don't 
stop, and the ones who know
say it wasn't your fault.
Why was it me?

laying on the floor
crying, between 
candles of hate
betrayal and the 
flickering flames
mocking me.
Knowing that I'm
sitting on the edge
and the tiniest
nudge could push
me off so instead
of letting them 
mock me I jump
and end it.
They still laugh
because no matter 
if I did it or they
did they accomplished
their goal to make 
me fall.

Everything you ever said
to me was a lie. I put
full trust and yet I
knew that as in
everything else in my 
life has hurt me so
where you I can't 
escape the pain. It 
finds me and makes sure
I feel it's full power
emotionally and physically 
their is no escaping it,
and in death I'm afraid 
it will follow.

seeping through the cracks
it starts to fill the room.
Thick as fog but it causes 
memories of past events, they
crawl across the floor just 
biting at your feet then the 
walls fall and all has taken
defeat. Screams of shear
terror the screams you never
hear, i remember screaming
to someone who wasn't ever
there. The mocking laughter 
as a tear rolls down your cheek,
forces you to shut up and 
then take it with out care, 
you see your own blood falling,
and the grin he has with 
pride. Then remember your 
still inside that room, 
but know very well the images 
will never die.

Anger inside
Frustration, it's unfair
Nobody understands me
And nobody cares
You try to console me
But to no avail
For I am filled with abhorration
A hurt, stricken female
The feeling fills my body
And seeps into my soul
I feel it from my eyes
To the tips of my toes
You tell me to be happy
It's sweet that you're concerned
But I must face this alone
Or I will be permanently burned
So just let me alone
For now, leave me be
I'll be sure to tell you
When I'm finally free

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