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This story is easier to understand if you've read
Origin, but if you haven't
the story takes place in the early 1800's
Iris had always felt different
from the others in the encampment. For one, she was a
better hunter and tracker then most of the men in camp,
and, she was the daughter of chief Nocona, who was
the leader of one of the last strains of the
Comanche people trying to maintain peace with the
cavalry and settlers. Her father did NOT approve of
his only daughter out hunting, but also knew that
Iris’ spirit would not be tamed. Secretly he knew it
was his own fault, her mother had died in
childbirth and he had raised his young daughter in
the ways of a brave. So Iris spent her days on the
plains and canyons of what would someday be North
Texas, hunting for the women of the tribe who had
lost their men to wars and raids. Life remained
that way for the first twenty-two years of her life.
Then…everything changed.
She was out hunting one day in
Palo Duro Canyon, and had already brought down a
good-sized antelope. She had taken some time to relax
and enjoy the quiet surrounding her. The canyon was
like a well-known friend, and there were few places
left in its expanse that Iris had not discovered.
The red and white hued walls, sprinkled with green
mesquite shrubs seemed to call to her. To tell
her stories of days long gone by, but not
forgotten, at least not to the ones who knew how to
listen. And listen Iris did, as often as she could. She
lay listening to the wind as it whistled down the canyon
walls, and
through the cottonwood trees, lost in her own world. A
world where
everything was simple and had a reason…
Then she heard her horse’s
sudden scream of fear. She jumped up, only to be
immediately knocked back down by the huge grizzly
she had just surprised. Cursing her stupidity for
letting her guard down, she rolled away from the
bear. The slash from the bear’s razor claws had carved
three deep grooves across her chest, and as she
came to her feet she began to have
trouble breathing. Clutching her chest, she pulled
out her hunting knife and hunched over to brace for
an attack. The bear had backed off, but was pawing the
ground and growling low in its throat. She quickly
glanced around her. She was on open ground, and
her horse was nowhere to be seen. Without warning,
the bear rushed her. She screamed in fury and raised
her knife… and out of nowhere, a man, a WHITE
man, jumped headlong and tackled the huge beast.
Iris stumbled back in shock, her hand dropping to her
side.
The bear backed off from the
man, and he now stood crouched ferally between
them, muscles bulging from his torn shirt. His face
scrunched < don’t like that word > into a
snarl that rivaled the grizzly’s in fierceness…Then
her world went dark. When she finally came to, she
forced herself to remain absolutely still. She
could hear wood crackle and snap from a nearby fire, and
she could smell meat cooking. James sat next to the
small fire, studying the young woman lying on
the other side. He had done all that he could for
her. Made a poultice for her chest wound, then
bandaged it loosely with the remains of his shirt, his
LAST shirt he thought, shaking his head. For a while, he
wasn’t sure if she
would pull through, but over the last hour, her
breathing had steadied. He watched the rise and
fall of her chest. Then he smiled. She was awake."
If I’d meant you harm, I’dda let the grizzly finish
ya off." Her body tensed at his voice, but then she
slowly opened her eyes. She lay for a moment
looking up at the stars, then turned her head toward
the fire, squinting through the flames. She tried
to sit up, then cried out in pain at the fire in
her chest. "Easy now, ya got hurt pretty bad…
need to rest" She looked at him warily, trying to
remember exactly what had happened. She slid her
hand to her waistband, reaching for her knife, but it
wasn’t there. Instead, all she felt was the fresh
bear pelt she was lying on. She slowly eased back
down, holding her chest, which was wrapped in strips
from the man’s shirt. It slowly began to come
back to her as she glanced over at him
again, noticing the slash marks across his muscled
chest. "You’re hurt. " she said quietly.
"So ya speak English, that’ll
make things a bit easier." He glanced down
at his chest and shrugged. "Nothing I can’t
handle "Iris sat up and moved to stand "You
must let me clean them-" she gasped and fell
back down on her side, trying to blink back the tears
that were threatening to flow. He jumped up and
rushed over " Hey now, I said ya need to
rest!" She looked up at him" I… thank you
for what you did." He grinned. " Ya weren’t
doing too bad a job, I just came along to finish ‘im
off for ya "She snorted; then coughed." Name’s
James by the way" She nodded, " Iris."
The next morning, Iris was feeling well enough to travel
much to James’ surprise. He helped her onto his
horse, made sure she was settled, then took off at
a walk, leading the big bay. They continued like that a
mile or more, when Iris suddenly moaned and began
to fall to the side. James looked back in just
enough time to catch her as she tumbled toward the
ground. Once again, the world swam around her, but she
blinked the blackness away. James looked down at
her, concern showing on his face. "Iris, ya gotta rest
more girl, ya can’t even sit a horse! "She shook
her head, and grabbing his shoulders, began to pull
herself to a standing position. He grabbed her
waist and helped her up. Standing up straight, she
offhandedly noticed he was a bit shorter than her self.
She held on to his shoulders a moment longer before
letting go to stand on her own, as if to prove a
point. " My father will be worried, I have
to get home "James looked at her and nodded
grimly. " Alright, but I’m gonna ride with
ya, don’t need ya fallin’ and hittin’ yer head
along with everything else."
Once again he helped her up,
this time jumping up behind her. She tried to
remain sitting straight, but her chest ached even worse
that way, and after a moment, gave up and leaned
back against him. James turned the horse toward the
canyon, and once more, they were off. When they got
close to the camp, he stopped the horse. "Almost
there darlin’…wanted to make sure ya were awake
enough to explain why ya brought a white man back
with ya" he said, trying not to convey his
nervousness. Iris sat up and let out a clear whistle. A
moment later, a response came from within the camp,
and he saw a small crowd began to gather." That’s
my father. " she said, pointing to the man wearing
a headdress in the middle of the group. James
inwardly flinched. " Ya didn’t tell me your
father was the chief. "Iris kicked the horse and
they headed into camp. As they neared the crowd, a
young man around James’ age came out and grabbed the
reins, glaring up at the newcomer. He motioned for
him to get down. James complied, reaching up to
help Iris. Suddenly, he was shoved from behind so hard
that he stumbled to the ground. What seemed like a
swarm of men began kicking at him, as well
as pelting him with rocks and sticks. One landed a
hard kick to his temple, then the last thing he
heard was Iris screaming in Comanche.
When he awoke, Iris was
kneeling over him, washing his face with a
cool cloth." Are you ok? " she said
softly. He nodded, wincing at the pain in his head.
"My father wants to speak with you " she said,
helping him sit up." Maybe I should just go, "
He mumbled, moving to rise to his feet. She gently
pushed him back. " I spoke with him about what
happened. He wants to thank you. "He began to
object, but she stood quickly, walking out of the
teepee. James sighed, and looked at his
surroundings. The small hut was adorned with skins
and paintings on the walls, a small pit dug in the
center of the ground for the fire. She returned
momentarily, followed by the man he had seen earlier.
He began to rise, but the man raised his hand,
gesturing for him to remain seated, then he himself
sat down, Iris kneeling next to him. James and the chief
looked at each other for a moment, then the
chief began in broken English. " My daughter
say I am in your debt."
James began to object, but the
chief held up a hand for silence. "Thank your
that you bring her back. "At this the chief pointed
to his chest. " Nocona. "James nodded and
returned with his name. Nocona seemed to think about
this a moment, then turned to rise, speaking with
Iris in Comanche before stepping outside. James relaxed
visibly after he left, letting out a deep breath."
He said that you should remain here until your wounds
heal. Winter is coming, and you should not be out
in the cold until you are well. " Iris
told him. James considered this before replying. "
Tell Nocona I said thank you, and I’ll take ‘im
up on that. "She nodded. " You can stay here
then." motioning to the surrounding teepee.
The next morning, James awoke to the sound of hushed
whispers and giggles. He slowly opened his eyes and
turned his head toward the sounds, but all he saw
was the edge of the teepee fall back into place. He
rubbed his eyes and sat up, trying to get his
bearings.
Ok.. now here I need some
camp life stuff.. but I’ve been having a hard
time
coming up with it.. bah.. maybe you can think of some.
A year passed, and Iris and
James grew in their respect for each other. But no
matter how much she respected him, she refused to let
him ride with her when she went out hunting. She
felt she needed this time alone. When she was in the
encampment, she was her father’s daughter, but
out here, she could truly be herself, and no one
would understand that part of her.. not even James.
Life in the camp remained the same, except for
occasional visits from the cavalry. But so far,
chief Nocona had managed to maintain their
relative peace with them. One day, Iris had gone
hunting in the canyons. She had spotted a herd
of antelope not to far out. With a grin, Iris set
aside her bow and arrows, and began to sneak
closer. She had gotten within sprinting distance when
the heard suddenly spooked. Iris started to take
off after them when out of the brush came…
James? He came running up next
to a big buck and threw it down by its neck. Iris ran to
help him, drawing her knife when James fist came up over
his head and SNIKT Iris stopped short and gasped as
three long… claws… jutted out of James fist in
a mist of blood. He paused in mid air, sensing someone
behind him. He slowly turned his head, and when he
saw Iris, his face drained of all color. The buck
kicked out its death throws beneath him, but he didn’t
even notice. He instantly retracted the claws and
slowly stood up. "Iris…" he dropped his
head, shaking it wearily. She sank to the ground, and
sat there looking at him in shock. " I…
I thought I was the only one…" she whispered…
tears beginning to flow down her cheeks.
Ok, this whole next paragraph I
don’t really like, because I haven’t settled on
the extent of her powers, right now she is basically
immortal, but I want something more physical as
well.. something that will make her and
James recognize that they are the same. Iris is
still a work in progress.
James moved to her side, "
Iris? What do you mean? " She looked up
at him. "You’re not the only one with a gift
James." He sank down to his knees and looked
at her. I… I cannot die." he frowned, "What
do you mean? " She took a shuddering breath.
" A year before you came, I was shot in the
chest by a soldier down in the canyons… that
should have killed me, but it didn’t.. not even a
day later I was fine.. With no scar. " " I
thought it was a curse… but now.. now I know I’m
not alone." She said looking into his blue
eyes. "Darlin’.. you’ll never be alone again
" He said, pulling her close.>
From that day on they were
inseparable. If one left the camp, it was certain
the other one was with them. Nocona watched all this
knowingly. "It looks like she’s found him
at last", he thought to himself as he watched
them ride out together. He would never know just
how right he was. A few months late, the braves in the
camp started going out to get supplies for their
trek to hunt the buffalo. James and Iris went
out together, hunting down in the canyon. Within a
few days time, they had gotten enough meat to last
a long while, so they decided to just spend
the rest of the time exploring the canyon. They
spent their days moving slowly through the canyon,
exploring caves and spent their nights out under
the stars. One night Iris turned to James and asked
" Do you think there are any more like
us?" James turned on his side to look at her
sitting there, looking out over the expanse of the
canyon. " I dunno Iris" He moved his eyes up
and down her body as she looked up at the stars
" Guess anything’s possible, huh? ""I
guess so, " she said softly. James tore away from
looking at her, to join her in stargazing. Iris
looked over at James, smiling softly. " He is very
handsome," she thought. She loved his blue
eyes, and the way his unruly black hair
always seemed to be falling over them. She looked
down and saw that the moonlight was illuminating
his well-muscled chest quite nicely. She glanced back
at his face to see him grinning at her.
"What?" "What, what?"
He grinned wider.. " umm..
ya seem to be.. drooling" She sat up indignantly,
at the same time going to wipe her mouth " I
was NOT!" He grinned again " Yup."
She crossed her arms and glared at him. He just kept
grinning. She made a waving motion with one hand
and muttered something in Comanche. James burst out
laughing as he lay back down, arms crossed behind his
head. Iris remained sitting, arms supporting her as she
leaned back on them. She threw her head back as a
breeze moved through, sweeping back her
hair, shimmering in the moonlight. James continued
to watch her. "Iris?" She looked back over one
shoulder at him. "You’re beautiful." She
blushed deeply, then turned back to look out over the
canyon. James sat up and scooted next to her.
"Iris," he breathed on her neck and she
shivered. "Iris darlin’, look at me "She
sighed, and turned toward him. " I love you James
."He opened his mouth and then shut it, smiling
" How’d I know you’d get it said before me
"She smiled softly and reached over to run her
fingers through his hair, moving it out of his
eyes." I love you too, Iris "She smiled as he
pulled her close, and they shared their first kiss.
A month later, after
exchanging many secret looks and smiles in
camp, James decided to go talk to Iris’ father.
They met late at night when the camp was quiet.
Nocona knew what James wanted, along with pretty
much everyone else in camp, so he sat there waiting
for James to speak. James on the other hand, seemed
quite content to draw circles in the dirt with a
stick. Nocona finally cleared his throat, and James
looked up quickly. He took a deep breath and in a rush,
burst out with " I love your daughter. ",
then as if he had forgotten, let out his breath. Nocona
looked at the young man who sat across the campfire from
him. James had been with them a long time, and he
had gained much respect for the young man. He had
known in his heart that this was coming, and he
approved. " Does my daughter share your
feelings? "James nodded, " She does.
"Nocona looked off into the distance, remembering
when he had to do this himself for the hand of Iris’
mother. " I have seen the way you look at
my daughter, and have also seen the way she looks
at you." He sighed. " I am growing old
James, as are the days of my people. I fear that we do
not have much more time before we are scattered to
the winds. "James shook his head, " We can
fight them-"The chief raised his hand for silence.
" I have seen what has happened to those that
resist. Either they are butchered, or sent to a
reservation, where they live like cattle."
Nocona shook his head.
" I do not want to
see my daughter’s spirit broken. When the time
comes, I want you to take her away from here."
James shook his head " But Nocona- "The chief
looked into James’ eyes. " James, keep my
daughter safe. I do not want gifts, I just want her
safe. Promise me this, and you may have my daughter’s
hand. "James looked at Nocona, and for the first
time noticed how weary he looked, how old. He
nodded. "I will keep her safe, no matter what
that requires. "The chief smiled. "Good,
then with Iris’ consent, you shall be joined.
"Later that night, James lay out looking up at the
stars. Memories of a
beautiful red head danced across his vision, and he
sighed. " Rose, I don’t know of you can hear
me… but I feel as though you are still here. Now I
know why we couldn’t be together, my path was a
different one. I just wish that you could be here
to see that I finally found my place." "
Goodbye Rose "
James stood off to the side of
the chief watching the proceedings. This was the
second time in as many months that the cavalry had come
to talk to Nocona. They were HEAVILY recommending
that he signed a treaty that would give the Quohada
Comanche land on a reservation. The chief refused as he
always did, trying to make it clear to the soldiers
why they wouldn’t leave their home. The soldiers left
with a
warning " This will be the last time we come to you
offering peace, chief." Later that night James
talked to Nocona. " We HAVE to move camp. They’ll be
back, and this time it won’t be to talk. "The
chief only sighed wearily… he seemed to have aged
years in the last few months, his hair starting to
gray. "James, this is our HOME." James shook
his head in frustration. " Yer stubbornness will be
your people’s undoing! We always move the camp
when the winter nears, why not move it early?"
The chief only shook his head.
James stood up, " I won’t
put my family in danger because yer afraid
of change!" At that, he turned and walked back
to his teepee, leaving the old man to stare into
the flames and remember the days long gone. James
quietly opened the flap of the teepee and stepped
inside. The small fire illuminating the inside had
died down to smoldering coals, but he could still
see the shape of his wife under the buffalo hide. He
threw a few sticks on the coals, and got the fire going
again before crawling under the blanket with her.
He snuggled against her warm back and put his arm
around her to gently caress her swollen belly."
What did my father say?" she sighed." The same
thing. He refuses to move the camp… he won’t leave.
"He buried his face in her hair, kissing her neck.
Iris opened her eyes, and carefully rolled onto her
back, moaning softly. She looked up at her husband,
reaching out to push his thick black hair off his
face." What are we going to do?" He
looked at Iris seriously, " I think as soon as the
baby is born, we should go. "She closed her
eyes and sighed. " I know you’re right James, but
how can I leave my people to that fate? "James
shook his head sadly. " Their fate will not change
if you go, but ours will if we stay. We cannot risk
it Iris. "She nodded slowly. " You know I’ll
go with you anywhere my love. "He kissed her
forehead, staring at the fire’s illumination an the
wall. " I know my love, I know. "She
smiled at him, and reached up to give him a kiss "
Now, rub my back, it hurts". James smiled as
she rolled back over ( with a little help ) and
he massaged her back until she fell asleep. He
tried not to think of what the coming months would bring
as he moved against her again. He couldn’t have
been happier about the birth of his child, but
having to leave their home, knowing that they would
probably never see the others again, hurt his
heart. These people had taken him in when he had
nothing, and now he felt as if he were leaving them to
die alone.
All of the sudden, he felt a
tiny kick under his hand. He smiled and lightly
pressed on Iris’ stomach. That one small kick steeled
his resolve. " I can’t… WON’T… put my
family in harms way. " He thought. The next month
found James pacing back and forth outside the
teepee, Iris’ father and brothers watching him
from the seat they had found nearby. " How
could it TAKE so long? … Maybe I should go in.
"Red Cloud grinned at him, " Believe me
brother, you are better off out here ".Inside
he could hear Iris’ moans and cries. He wanted to be
with her, and started inside once, but one of the
old midwives shooed him away before he could even
clear the door. James finally joined them on the log,
and dropped his head into his hands, repeatedly
running his fingers through his hair. Suddenly, the
noise inside the tent stopped. James looked
worriedly from the teepee to the faces of the men.
They only shrugged. Then, a tiny wail pierced the night
air. The flap of the teepee opened and one of the
midwives stepped out, holding a small bundle
wrapped in skins. James seemed glued to his seat
for a moment, until her father gave him a nudge.
Then, he jumped up and approached the old woman
with the air of approaching a spooked horse. "You
have a strong daughter. " she said smiling, and
held out the bundle to James. He awkwardly took it
in his arms, and pulled down the blanket to reveal… the
most beautifully, angelic face he had ever seen. He drew
in his breath slowly" She’s… she’s
perfect " he said softly. The child opened her dark
lashes to reveal her sky blue eyes for a moment,
and James smiled. "Hello little one… I’m your
papa " He touched her tiny hand and
watched the fingers curl around his own. James
thought his heart would burst.
" How is my wife?" The old woman grinned,
showing off her three remaining teeth. " Iris
is strong, she is resting now." James nodded,
unable to tear his eyes away from his daughter. "
Can I see her? "The woman nodded, and stepped
aside from the entrance. James carefully stepped
inside and smiled at Iris who lay propped against a
stack of blankets. James knelt next to her and
handed her their daughter. Iris looked down at her and
the baby, who was getting aggravated with all the
looking and no feeding, scrunched up her face and let
out a wail. James and Iris smiled." She’s
got YOUR patience." James told his wife.
The next night when Iris had
fallen asleep, James took the sleeping infant out
under the stars. He held her close to his chest, rocking
slowly back and forth." Well lil’ one, yer
coming signals a big change for us. " he
said softly. He felt Iris’ hands around his
waist. James opened the buffalo robe that she had
made him, and she slipped inside. James handed her their
daughter, and pulled the robe close around
them." What should her name be? "Iris looked
down at the beautiful little girl. " Alupe. It
means the promise. " A tear meandered down her
cheek. " The promise of a new life, " she
whispered. James looked over the sleeping camp and then
turned Iris to face him. "Ya know it’s for
the best. "She took a shuddering breath. " I
know, but that doesn’t make it any easier. "
The next weeks seemed to fly
by, and Iris and James began to make preparations
to leave. Alupe was a healthy, happy infant, and they
knew that the longer they stayed, the more danger
they were putting themselves in. James begged with the
chief to move the camp, but he refused. He did
not want to leave the home of his ancestors. Iris
sewed warm clothes for them to wear, and James set
out on one last hunting trip before they left.
All day long, the wind had been
whipping up more and more, and as James finally
brought down a deer, clouds had begun rolling in. His
senses had been telling him all day that a storm
was coming, and now he could hear distant thunder,
and felt the breeze turn cold. James threw the deer up
on his horse, and turned toward home. When he got
to the last hill before the camp, he stopped for a
moment and looked out over the rolling plains. A
sudden gust of wind rumpled his hair, and as he
looked up, the first raindrops landed on his face. His
horse snorted and stomped a foot, and James
grinned." I agree, let’s head for home. "
He set off at a slow and
easy gallop, as the clouds boiled overhead, and the
rain began to pour. A slow build up of thunder rolled
ominously over the plains, and a bolt of lightning
cut across the sky. The light began to fade as the
clouds increased." Almost there, " James
thinks. The next roll of thunder drowns out
the gunshots. James would have rode in blind if not
for the next bolt of lightning, which revealed the
Quohada being cut down as the cavalry rode
through, firing their rifles and dropping them by
the handfuls. "NOOO!!!" He bolted off the
horse and ran for the camp. "IRIS!! ALUPE!!"
he screamed. When he first reached the outskirts of the
camp, one of the horse-bound cavalry saw him
coming, and fired his rifle, catching James dead in
the chest. He dropped to the ground rolling, the pain
flaring up, but was almost immediately back up.
Roaring in rage, he ran straight toward the
man, quickly cutting him down from the horse. When
he had finished the man off, he ran toward his teepee,
cutting down cavalry almost as an afterthought.
Arriving at the teepee, he found it empty, causing
his panic to shoot up another notch.
Taking off like a madman through the camp, James called
Iris’ name over and over, with no result.
Everyway he turns, more cavalry confront him,
and by this time, he has several bullet holes in
his body; but after the first time, he doesn’t
fall down. He is beyond feeling, and every pain
just strengthens his growing rage.
Suddenly he hears a familiar
voice call his name. He doubles back to see Nocona lying
next to his son, Red Cloud. He has been run through
by a bayonet, and a piece of his scalp is missing.
Blood flows over his face and chest, as he lay
gasping for breath." James… " He says
weakly, " You were right… "James knelt
beside him. " Where are they? WHERE ARE IRIS AND
ALUPE?!?" Nocona coughed and mumbled something to
himself." Nocona, Where are they?!? " James
shook the chief’s shoulders, trying to get him to
concentrate on what he was saying. Nocona looked at
James’ hand, which had three bloody claws jutting
out of it. He looked into James’ eyes in shock,
as he began coughing up blood. " My.. teepee..
"
James took off at a dead run,
and as he came around the corner, an
image instantly burned itself on his mind. Four men
held Iris down, with a fifth on top of her. She is
struggling desperately, her head turned to the
side. James follows her gaze and sees a tiny body
lying in the blood soaked mud. Roaring in rage, James
slices the head off the man who is on his
wife before the others even realize what has
happened. Iris kicked the body off of her, as the
other four turn to face James. They all at once come at
him, and watching the fight is similar to watching
a cornered animal take on a pack of pursuers. One
gets in a lucky blow with a bayonet, catching
James under the ribs, but he is beyond feeling, and
all the men are quickly dispatched in a shower of
blood. Iris crawls over to Alupe, and carefully picks up
the tiny broken body in her arms. Calling her name,
she wails her heartbreak to the heavens. James runs
to her side, but there is nothing either of them can do.
Looking over his shoulder, he sees more soldiers headed
in their
direction. He quickly turns to Iris. " Head for the
cave darlin. Head for the cave. "Iris, nodding
numbly, stumbles to her feet and off into the
night, carrying her daughter’s body close to her
chest.
James turned to face the
pursuers, bracing himself for the onslaught,
and with both arms at his sides, popped both sets
of claws. Standing with every muscle tensed, and a
snarl spread across his face, he gestured the
soldiers to him. A few paused as they saw the
claws, but most ran headlong toward him, bayonets
raised to run him through. He laughed maniacally as he
took them out, blood flying along with body parts
in every direction. When the last of them fell, he
continued slashing, his rage so great that for a moment,
he didn’t realize that the fight was over. As he
was fighting, the rest ran back to the company to report
a demon loose in the camp, and they thought it wise
to escape with the few of them that remained.
When James regained his senses,
he looked over the remains of the camp. The Quohada
had been caught completely off guard. None had escaped.
He slowly walked through, looking in vain for
survivors. The slowing rain was working at putting
the last of the fires out that the soldiers had
started, and as it fell, blood washed in rivulets
across the ground. James approached their teepee, but
stopped short, gazing at the home he had known for
the last five years. Steeling himself, he walked inside,
and began to look for supplies. He went to grab his
buffalo robe, and as he lifted it, he realized that
it was covering Alupe’s cradle. He paused for
a moment, remembering carefully fashioning it,
thinking of the coming months when it would hold
his child. He turned his head away from it, and
quickly gathering some clothes, backed out of the
teepee. Looking around, him, he found a campfire that
was still burning, and quickly grabbed a stick from
it, and thrust it inside the teepee. He watched for
a moment as the flames began to lick the sides, before
turning away to disappear into the night.
The firelight in the cave
bounces off the couple huddled together in
the corner. James sits with his back against the
cold wall, and Iris lay huddled in his lap. He
holds her so tight she can barely breathe, but she doesn’t notice.
She still cradles the now cold infant in her arms, tears
falling in as steady stream down her face." I
had gone to tell my father we were leaving… " she
said hoarsely, " when I heard them coming, I
hid Alupe under the blankets. They caught me coming
out of the teepee… I tries to run, to get them away
from her… but they held me down, then she started
crying." She held the tiny body closer to her
" One of them went in and came out holding her by
her foot…" She started sobbing, " He
threw - he threw her…" She broke down completely;
her whole body shaking as if her grief was
determined to tear it’s way out of her.
James held her close, rocking
her, glaring into the firelight, his tears falling
unheeded onto Iris’ hair. All strength has left his
body, and he is still bleeding slowly from numerous
wounds that have not yet healed, but none of that
matters now. Nothing matters to him except holding onto
Iris, and trying to change the night’s events by
force of will.
A thousand thoughts of "
If Id’s " rolls through his mind, through
BOTH their minds, along with curses thrown at
unseen and unknown gods who could let such a thing
happen to innocents. The night wears on as it always
does, unaware that under it’s skies, two people’s
lives lay uprooted and frozen, never to be the
same.
The next morning, they made
their way to the near by creek, where
Iris carefully and gently washed away the blood and
mud covering the tiny child. Once she is done,
James wrapped Alupe in a blanket he had brought from
the camp, and then without discussing it, they
begin their trek to the red bluffs, where they had
first revealed their love for each other. When they
arrived, James sank to his knees, and held the small
bundle to his heart, his shoulders shaking as he
sobbed. Iris knelt next to him, and he pulled her
to him, wrapping his arms around her as they cradled
their daughter between them. They clung to each
other in desperation, as if afraid the other would
vanish if they let go. When the tears slowed, James
moved away from Iris, leaving her to hold Alupe,
and began digging. He began by scraping mud from the
surface, then, when he hit hard dirt, he began
bitterly gouging at it with his claws, not even
noticing when he cracked one up the middle. Even as he
dug, memories from Alupe’s short life ran
pell-mell through his mind. Memories of holding her
that first night, the first time her fingers closed
around one of his. When the grave was deep enough, he
knelt next to his wife. " It’s time to say
goodbye darlin. " He whispered softly. Iris looked
at him through tear-reddened eyes, then slowly nodded.
She
rose to her feet and they both moved to stand next to
the grave.
James took the bundle and moved
back the blanket quick enough for one last kiss,
then gently placed her in the grave. When it was filled,
they covered it in stones to keep the animals away.
They stood holding each other, staring at the small
mound. A sudden gust of cool wind swept over the
bluffs, and James shivered, looking up at the sky.
The sun had burned off the last of the rain clouds, and
it was now a pale blue." How can the sun still
rise," Iris whispered, " When my people are
not here to greet it?"
James took a shuddering breath. "Iris " he
turned her to face him, " Iris, Darlin’,
look at me, " he said gently raising her chin. He
looked into her beautiful dark eyes, now rimmed in
red. " We have to go on for them. As long as
we’re here, their memory will live on through us.
"That night, as they slept in the cave, James was
haunted be nightmares that made no sense, yet
seemed familiar. Dreams of a young boy thrust
alone into a world he wasn’t ready to meet. Death
and pain; love and sorrow. Each time he awakened,
he could almost remember the voices haunting his mind,
but after a moment, they would fade away again. He
drew nearer to Iris, holding her as close to
himself as he could, trying to sleep once again.
This is all I have written
so far.. I’m still working on the ending, which
involves James and Iris being separated, then reuniting
again in present
day.. hence "Just a Matter of Time" Any
suggestions are welcome and
appreciated .
~Jennifer Leamon
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